Saturday, September 11, 2010

Tried, trying and will keep on trying.

As you know, I'm not with you. I'm not there when you wake up in the morning and not there to kiss you at night. Its because your mom and I were separated. However, even if we weren't together I still tried to see you and your mom still allowed me. I would give anything to tuck you in and kiss you goodnight but then I have to settle with just those couple of hours with you.

Everything was going okay, I've accepted the fact that I have to settle for that just to be able to spend time with you. Until your mom had a boyfriend and then all of a sudden I couldn't see you anymore.


She wouldn't reply to me. She wouldn't allow me to see you! I know your mother loves you but to me she is just selfish! She wouldn't allow me to be with my boy! I kept trying to see you even if the hours kept getting shorter and the days kept getting fewer and fewer.

There were instances when she said I could see you and then at the last minute she would cancel. Son, I tried everything in my power to see you. I am not badmouthing your mother but I just want you to know that I've tried to move mountains just to have you in my arms. But I will not stop. Never will I stop for as God as my witness I will fight for what is mine.

I love you Leandro.

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